Х82
ЗАЖИВО ХОРОНЯТЬ/ПОХОРОНЯТЬ СЕБЯ
obs,
litVPsubj:
human to refuse
o.s. contact with society and the outside world, live in seclusion (often when one is still young and in his prime)
X заживо похоронил себя = X lived like a hermit
X holed himself upX buried himself alive.
I have to bury myself alive. But I'm young yet